슬프다

Posted: December 21, 2010 in Home
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2010年12月21日

Tonight I called my aunty back in Sydney which was great, and I got to talk to my little cousin too. I can’t believe how much he is growing up! It’s only been 5 months since I saw him, but just in that time has been a dramatic change! Soon he’ll be a young man! Time is flying by so quickly!

Another year comes as another year passes.

I also talked with my mum. It was good to talk to her again. It hasn’t been that long I don’t think, but it is definitely nice to hear a mothers voice. みんな忙しいそうって思います。もうすぐクリスマスだって、2回目オーストラリアにはいません。お母さんと話してて、おばあさんはちょっと元気じゃないみたいです。明日の昼からお母さんは僕に送ってあげるけど、いい事か悪い事か、今分かりません。おばあさんは癌のせいって思ってます。今年、お父さんのお母さんは亡くなりましたと、来年にはお母さんのおかあさんも? ちょっと嫌だ。

정말 슬프다. 지금, 생각하는것이 너무 많다. 좀 호주에 돌아가고싶다. 내 가족들이 보고싶다고, 애기하고싶다고, 웃고싶다고….
요즘, 날마다 울고싶습니다. 왜 그래서..?? 크리스마스 때문에?! 아무도 모르겠다.

I don’t even know if my Korean makes any sense. I don’t even know if my Japanese makes any sense.
I think I’m just tired.
If I keep thinking of happy thoughts, I hope that I can have happy dreams. I’ve never been overseas by myself for this long. Actually, I’ve never been overseas for this long.

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